heyy , u n0e wt ?
i'm n0t a stupid girl oke .
please jgn maen maen nan aty en prasaan ak .
klu korg da taw ak ney jnis yg cmner , nape msih nk saketkn aty ak ?
ak sgt sgt sensitif , ak manje , oke , meman ak da bgtaw awal awal lg .
en korg korg yg sgup nk layan ak tuu , tlg laa jgn kcewakn ak .
aty ak sakett ! saket sgt taw !
smpey tataw da nk tafsir cmner .
hanya ALLAH saje yg taw prasaan ak tyme tuh .
kelmarin , seharian ak nanges .
how could u did dis 2 me ?
ak da korbankn mcm mcm coz when i fell in lurf wif sum0ne , i keep lovin her / him .
da 3 bulan ak tahan , sbb ak syg .
klu ak syg , ak akn sbar if anytim hppen .
ak sbar , sbar en trus sbar .
tp nan sikap ak ney . laen yg kuimpikn , laen pula yg ak dpt .
ak nk mrah tp ak syg .
ak sakett aty , tp ak sbar en tabah .
klu ak xpkkn sal ney en klu ak xsyg ,
ak xkn sbar smpey tahap ney .
en klu ak xpk baep baep ,
of coz ak da sumpah seranah 2 u oke ?
tp ak xuat semua tuu .
i think of u .
tp ak je ke yg pkkn ney ?
u neva think of me , of my feeling !
i'm crazy ! no , i'm not ! urghh !
ak bnci bila org yg ak btol btol syg wt cmni kt ak .
ak rase cm ak ney juz boneka yg takde aty en prasaan .
pliz , think of me ! think of my life !
hidup ak xsng spt hidup org laen .
da taw an , so nape mst nk uat ak cmni ?
i dont get it , explain 2 me y ?
ak taw ak byk kekurangan , tp ak da try da bess 4 u !
i gve u everyting .
ak da taa kesah pe org nk kate , ak taa peduli .
as long as u understand me , my feeling when u did dis .
urghh ! i hate u ! no , i love u !
no no no ! urgghhh !
its to0 hurt !
ak rase cm nk mati jee , truk sgt ak skrg .
SHEFALI GULJARI , soe dear ,
ak xgtaw kau mslh sbnr , coz ak excelli taa nk org laen taw .
tp , NELLIE FAZLIN , adq da tlg kaq tngkn dri .
u're a kind-hearted person .
en , C'Q SYARIFAH BLEAKLEY , ak un tataw nape ak gtaw kau sal ney .
myb ak taa dpt nk tahan sgt kot .
soe semua , en sape sape yg terase tuu , ak xberniat lgsung nk lukakn aty korg .
tp , ak taa tahan sgt , truk sgt ak rase skrg ney .
AKU BUKAN BONEKA !!
klu ak ckp ak syg , mknenye ak syg .
law ak ckp ak saket , mknenye ak meman saket .
law ak ckp ak xtaw nk kate ape , dats mean , ak nkkn balek kbhagiaan yg ak pnh dpt dlu .
ak nk mntk balek da happiness !
dont u understand me ?
*i'm crying !
smlman xckup tuk ak nanges sbb ney taw x !
i gve u chance 2 gve me da happiness .
bpe byk kli laa ak nk bg chance kt kau ??
ak ney baep sgtt , yeke ?
argghhh !
YA ALLAH , kuatkn smngat ak , ak lemah sgt sgt skrg .
ak tataw nk uat ape daa ya Tuhan !
kpala otak ak ney da serabut sgt da .
ak taw ak juz bley sbar je skrg .
gve me strength dear GOD .
i'm sick of dis .
* juz wanna say dat , gve me da true happiness .
i'm crying while typing dis .
soe , myb bhsa ak kt ats ad kasar kasar cket ,
pliz understand me okee ?
i'm waitim 4 u . waitim 4 ur sincere heart .
all da tyme , whereva i am , wteva u do .
i think dats enough 4 now .
ak un taa mau excelli tulis cney , tp ak tataw nk lepas cmner .
i'm soe .
klu ak nk truskn , meman xde penghujung kesah hidup ak ney .
so , i think i stop here lh .
wassalam .
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